1. |
Tsunami
03:42
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i felt you underneath
your eyes were sleeping on me
you set sail but you couldn't see
that my thoughts are in a capsule
for your safe keeping
so did you hide them in the reef?
you left me alone
in a place we used to call home
where you wanted for me
to explode
darling i cannot grow
i might drown if i overflow
and now you're waiting for me
to expose
believe me as i sink
to the void of my tsunami
i felt peace but it couldn't be
i can't think of any downsides
cuz that piece of me is free
the waves were crashinâ when i died
and crushing all my insides
you left me alone
in a hell we used to call home
where you wanted for me
to explode
darling i cannot grow
i might drown if i overflow
and now you're waiting for me
to expose
darling canât grow into you
darling canât grow into you
darling i won't drown into you
you left me alone
in a hell we used to call home
where you wanted for me
to explode
darling i cannot grow
i might drown if i overflow
and now you're waiting for me
to expose
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2. |
Envious
03:38
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when all your thoughts donât think that way
you fucked it up for me today
so tell me what you wanna say
yeah tell me what you wanna say
you're thinkinâ i'm just wastinâ time.
you never believed me tha-at's fine
tell me what you wanna say
please tell me why you think that way
why aren't you talking to me
why aren't you taking me seriously
i can't compete with feeling sorry
why aren't you talking to me
why aren't you taking me seriously
canât help but think it was the feeling that was missing
you've lost your touch
but that never really meant that much
you've changed your style
and you looks like you've been gone a while
these notes from home
have never made me feel so alone
envious lives
try so hard to buy enough time
why aren't you talking to me
why aren't you taking me seriously
i can't compete with feeling sorry
why aren't you talking to me
why aren't you taking me seriously
canât help but think it was the feeling that was missing
you've lost your touch
but that never really meant that much
you've changed your style
and you looks like you've been gone a while
these notes from home
have never made me feel so alone
envious lives
try so hard to buy enough time
two hearts beat fast
there's an art to the rhythm inside
into the past
all our shadows will leave us behind
forget our truth
it's not right unless we've got proof
evasive lives
try so hard to buy enough time
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3. |
Eunoia
04:26
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oh yeah you're nothing like you pretended to be
(so fun to see)
grim thoughts on a good day
good god i'm a little too far away
i guess i'm not what you needed
(i'm nothing now)
i'm nothing new so say a word that drips into my hollow head
you've got a sweet face- but you say you hate it
your tiny smile will tell me how you fake it
you're caught up in a lie- you know i won't reply unless i get a new head
i'm thinking of a place my mind cannot erase- so i'll keep quiet instead
oh yeah you're lyin' to yourself through a screen
(it's so sad to see)
slim chance you would hate that i can't help i'm the middle man you'd arrive at
but i guess i'm not what you needed
(i'm nothing now)
i'm nothing new so i'll sing a song that rips right through your hollow head
[ch]
you've got a sweet face- but you say you hate it
your tiny smile will tell me how you fake it
you're caught up in a lie- you know i won't reply unless i get a new head
i'm thinking of a place my mind cannot erase- so i'll keep quiet instead
you've got a sweet face- but you say you hate it
your tiny smile will tell me how you fake it
the lost lullaby of beauty in disguise because you said what you said
to tell me that i'm dead- to feel nothing.
i wanted to believe it
all i have is taking away all that i am
all my dreams are dying lights of broken holograms
follow me into the life of my hollow cave
follow me into the death of my hollow grave
you've got a sweet face- but you say you hate it
your tiny smile will tell me how you fake it
you're caught up in a lie- you know i won't reply unless i get a new head
i'm thinking of a place my mind cannot erase- so i'll keep quiet instead
you've got a sweet face- but you say you hate it
your tiny smile will tell me how you fake it
the lost lullaby of beauty in in disguise because you said what you said
to tell me that i'm dead- to feel nothing.
i wanted to believe it
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4. |
Mannequin Dreams
03:54
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i had a dream where i felt safe and i felt right
waiting for my consciousness to come alive
only good things will happen here
if not maybe a distant fear
should they leave i think ones terror will arrive
all you've ever wanted
was so different from me
only good thoughts will survive
all you've ever haunted
was the head i wanted
only good thoughts will survive
i'll rest my eyes to find your body next to mine
suffocating- my mind realized i'm not so fine
but only hell brings us back to here
listen- baby, i'll make it clear
i'm not your surrogate of emotion to revive
cause all you've ever wanted
was so different from me
only good thoughts will survive
all you've ever haunted
was the head i wanted
only good thoughts will survive
and i'd love to stay and let my mind decay waiting for you to float around
would you hold my head up- i'm just fed up waiting for the sound alarm sounds
and if you wake up next to me- i think i'd love you equally
but that's just a dream i'll never finish
yeah, thatâs just reality
cause all you've ever wanted
was so different from me
only good thoughts will survive
all you've ever haunted
was the head i wanted
only good thoughts will survive
and i'd love to stay and let my mind decay waiting for you to come around
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5. |
Start
01:56
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the water's cold
you've gotta jump in and swim
my heart is torn
between the vices of sin
i wanna die
because i know how it feels
to change your life but nothing's changing
let's take a ride
to the past of your heart
but nothing's right
i think we've gone to far
we'll lose it all
but gain it back the next day
we'll choose to fall
and blame it on all the others
so now you're stuck,
there's not a whole lot to do
but in this rut
there's not a whole lot to lose
but falling is half the fun
falling down flat on your face
you wanted to chase your dreams, boi
you're hiding inside this broken heart
collapsing is just the start
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6. |
Hell
03:55
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well you're messed up now you're all mixed up in the hell you'll never get out of, love
call me callous
call me honest
call me anything
mannequin dreams
don't you play with me, you're a tease and youâre not terrifying
call me anxious
call me haunted
call me anything
now your face hurts baby now your back hurts so i've been told
i'm sick of all this push and pull it gets old
we're bleeding out wrong from the hell in me
hell's waiting now run from reality
stop your drinking
was the last thing that you said before i was sinking
call me broken
call me selfish
call me anything
now you got me
hold me closer to that grudge i know you've been keeping
call me fragile
call me perfect
call me anything
but now your face hurts baby now your back hurts so i've been told
i'm sick of all this push and pull it gets old
we're bleeding out wrong from the hell in me
hell's waiting now run from reality
you're lighter than the thing you wanna be
so what do you wanna be?
in your fire it says something of why you're so mean
i don't need an apology
but now your face hurts baby now your back hurts so i've been told
i'm sick of all this push and pull it gets old
we're bleeding out wrong from the hell in me
hell's waiting now run far away from me
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7. |
Water
01:13
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8. |
Delusion
03:35
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fragile lies for the hell of it
i'm a head of it
sail away from me
don't believe you're the hypocrite
that'll make you quit
i can guarantee
not everyone will benefit
from the the dead of me
now your head is gone
sometimes i feel unedited
from the dead of it
save your head for me
and i don't want to die
just to realize
that i've been alive this whole damn time
like ghosts
we went to desolate cities
to find broken souls
to steal dead bodies
i know my karma is in a capsule
for you to take from
don't make me the asshole
i hope that i won't slip
cause i'm a sinking ship
brittle bones made of jealousy
broken empathy
i thought it was clear
i made an effort to sound sincere
and now iâll disappear
no dependency
not everyone will benefit
from the dead of me
now your very is wrong
sometimes i feel i'm cherry red
throw me in the sea
don't you wait a bit
but i don't want to die
just to realize
that i've been alive this whole damn time
like ghosts
we went to desolate cities
to find broken souls
to steal dead bodies
i know my karma is in a capsule
for you to take from
don't make me the asshole
i hope that i won't slip
cause i'm a sinking ship
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9. |
Sleepless
02:27
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i fell asleep on the drive home
dreaming of colors only you would glow
and it's alright cause i really wanna let you know
in the back seat holding hands
the summer air with our favorite bands
and it's alright cause i really wanna let you know
that i'd sail the sun to get to you
and i'll be okay if i get to you
i'd swim the moon to get to you
oh i would drown just to get to youuuu
all i wanted to say
is that i wish you were mine
and i'm not dyinâ today
but you're makin me tired
i fell apart on you long ago
to be apart of this puppet show
and it's alright cause i really wanna let you know
iâm in the back drop killinâ plans
marionette with some shitty hands
and it's alright cause i really wanna let you know
i'd sail the sun to get to you
i'll be okay if i get to you
i'd swim the moon to get to you
oh i would drown just to get to youuuu
all i wanted to say
is that i wish you were mine
and i'm not dyinâ today
but you're makin me tired
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10. |
Violent
03:47
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driving a surrogate body
i would love to be me eventually
drugs uncover a
minimal cost, thankfully
don't get bummed if you let it
turn into regret, and die anyway
living with a blessed buzz
circulating through and through
it's something i'll never get used to
and i hope the other me's
aren't scared of finding peace
there's fire in the trees
forget infinity
and i hope the other you's
don't judge me like you do
there's water in your eyes
dive into my sweet, tsunami
darling, i'm hell in the head
see through my ultraviolet thoughts
you know me
i'm prettier when i'm violent
don't get dull if you hated
this concentrated love to feel anything
trying to be honest with yourself has its perks
and least the medication still works
and i hope the other me's
aren't scared of finding peace
there's fire in the trees
forget infinity
and i hope the other you's
don't judge me like you do
there's water in your eyes
god damn depression
god bless isolation
and i can hear you through the walls
*let me in let me in*
i can see you saturating
*all over my rainbow*
iâm sorry for my temper
*get a different temperature*
i'm ready to be cold now
cause all i ever wanted was to feel afraid
i'm giving up my focus for a second chance at an early grave
anyone can help me take a hazard sign
and paint it over with the memories i had underwater
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